In March 2020, and just a few days before the Corona virus locked us all down, the author hit rock-rock-rock bottom. After years of toughing out panic attacks & sometimes debilitating anxiety, he did the unthinkable and got signed off his teaching job with anxiety disorder.

There began a reckoning. Big questions were asked. Futures were peered into. Grey hairs were duly noted. With a big milestone birthday coming up in 999 days, and virtually nothing left to lose, now seemed as good a time as ever to throw caution to the wind and get crystal clear about what a good life would actually look like. And what it would take to get there.

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The good life? A finca in Spain. A career as a successfully published author. Money enough not to need to dress his kids in mostly second-hand clothes.

The obstacles? Anxiety, panic, depression, self-doubt, shame, failure, resistance, hopelessness, trauma.

Heavy shit, no?

Thankfully, they don’t usually come all at once

So, join the writer for the journey of your life! (Or his, at least). From Stinker to Finca in 999 days – How a Failed Buddhist Chased the Big Time (And Healing).